sometimes i despise myself
shun my weaknesses and iniquities
detest my selfishness
abhor that web of deceit so intricately spun
i've pulled the veil over your eyes
shielding you from that true face of mine
cold callous
hiding behind a mask
but yet i know that the hurt that i will cause
will drive a sword straight through your hard
and i am helpless to stop it
i
am the cruel one inflicting the wound on
you
so pure simple honest and true
i dont want to make you cry
make it stop
make it all go away.

darling girl have faith
dry your tears and stand strong
dont lose hope but keep pressing on.
i am here..right by your side.
i know you can
love you.